Skimming through the greater part of four years of my life in roughly 20 minutes, the things I thought about have remained fairly consistent throughout. The only noticeable difference is how I express these thoughts. I have this sudden urge to punch my head through a wall after reading some of the things I've written. Especially when the younger me had this notion that I'd solved the great mysteries of the world. The pretense of superiority I gave out is... indescribable . Putting it in context, I'd consider my current self as excessively modest compared to that of my older self. But skimming through my thoughts since four years ago is pretty cool, I can see some reasons why I think the way I do today. You guys should all try it. And hopefully, four years from now, if xanga still exists, when I read this, I'll consider my current self as very mature and won't cringe in anguish as I read it. Maybe.